enter my world!!!!

Wrong place dude!

2005-04-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

well peepz this is my OLd site...sorry my guestbook myt have gotten u here but o well here are the...

here still

2005-03-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

im here still in my grandmother's house, im annoyed as usual people are kind of annoying ryt now....pero dey arent like that nmn always, one of my aunt is going to graduate tomorrow and Im going to attend tomorrow, I think im going to go up the stge to put a ribbon or something, ayun mainit ulo ko ngyn d ko tlga alm kung bakit kanina pa ko naiinis, damn shit d pa ako nakakaupdate sa Loving so deep, I cant, kasi im busy here, not really buit if i go online marami kasi tingin edi me makaemote ngyn ala nmn nakatingin tita ko lng na, ndi nmn chizmosa....kaya un :D arrrrgh mainit tlga ulo ko, may nngasar pa sakin na amalki gumamela sa pic ko lalong uminit ulo ko, ang yabng tlga dati pa yan, pero , kung may kailngn kala mo nmn kung sino para lumapt....ang init parin d2..aH!alm ko na kung bakit mainit ulo kO! kasi nakatulg ako kanina den naputol dahil nagicng ako kasi sobrng init kaya un, eh ako indi na nakakatulog balik pagnagigcng me...kaya un....so anyway....sa 29 i hav to see my father na arrrrgh i wish ndi nlng tlga, I went to church today attended the mass, very different from the mass they do at school evry first friday and other events.....so anyway un nlng muna...argh....sana mawala ana tong init ng ulo ko waaaah!!!!!!!!!!!

bored and my hands are tired

2005-03-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

hellO! im here bored in my grandmothers house, its cool that they bought a new computer so its cool, but then If I play for like 1 hour they yell out "tama na lallY!!!!" so then id be like "maya na" so guess wat Ive been here getting headaches and my arm is killing me because ive been playing House of the dead 2 and the keys are just the MOUSE RIgHT AND LEFt click RIGHT to shoot and LEFT to reload and the freaking monsters are so ugly kaya nakakatakot, then Ive been playing Matrix ahaha funny kasi some of the keys I dont know kaya namamataya ko sa tawa....ayun....kaya un ahaha...and then ive been playing....uhm....ano vice city funny kasi ang dami kong pinatay just to get money and then I was wanted ahahaha =)) and then laro me speed then I kept bumping on light poles kaya un 1st lng ako for like 10 minutes ahaha den magiging 3rd nnmn me =)) laugh trip pero astig house of the dead ahhaa =)) mahirap rin I dont go onlie on yahoo dat much kasi my aunt keeps looking at the screen and people are typing OMAR!!! aahaha kaya un, ngyn lng em nakatakas kasi theya re watchingt v kasya im typing as fst as i can just incase they come back and watch again ahaa=)) I have to meet my father tomorrow pero ayoko nga!! i really hate it if im with him i just dont know why! arrgh hope his not here san his in davao or something!!kainis tlga argh!! I want to see my laptop nah kainis tlga bakit pa kais umepal sa buhay yang spyware and adware!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah! un...kaya tuloy sana if I had it here I would buy 5 internet cards and be onling the whole day without anyone looking at my screen....Im wondering why ndi sila nagddsl its the same lng nmn....ayun..cge der lng muna bumablik na ulit sila walking pass pasimple ahihi!!

ooooooooooooh big trouble

2005-03-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

ahaha u knw dati my mom kept teasing me wih mar saying he's my bf but i dnt think she really knows though but now she know damn wel! ahah kasi Im YMing in her room and she saw the windw ahaha i minimized it but she saw it still ahaha kasi omar kept messaging so the windw kept popping up saying stuff with "hon" in it ahaha well i dunno currently shes outside with her friends sa living room guess she knows now! im so nervous im laughing hard....waah

just want to share

2005-03-23T18:22:00.000+08:00

some of my status that Ive gad translated to spanish bwahahaha

my honey will have the key to my heart forever as long as we love each other
>>mi miel tendrá la llave a mi corazón por siempre mientras nos amamos

i feel weak when you arent around i hope i will see you soon hon!! i miss you so much!
>>¡me siento débil cuando usted alrededor esperanza arent de i yo le verá pronto hon!! ¡le falto tanto!

bugger off dont bother me im busy doing something!!!
>>¡maldiga apagado no me incomodan im ocupado haciendo algo!!!

im an icedtea addict! and forever will be! bwahaha
>>¡im un adicto al icedtea! ¡y esté por siempre! bwahaha (uhm d ko nging status to fil ko lng ilgay! ahaha )

so if you guys want to do this! and dali lng :D click here to try!

sick and mad

2005-03-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

im sick shit my whole body is weak im not feeling dat good, but good enough to go to the mall so i went to the mall just to buy books!! yup bought two

-ever boy's got one by meg cabot
-the true meaning of cleavage

im sick na nga i annoyed pa...kasi im here ngyn sa hllway wer the dekstop is, shit i hate this computer itsa damn slow wid all the games installed in it....oh?? my latop?? gald you asked kasi! fucking spyware & adware infected my computer excessive pop ups kept popping!!!!!!!!!!! :(( felt like i was goign to die so I restrted my laptop hoping maybe it'll be faster somehw and less pop us, but guess wat!?! wat it was on again...the sensor pad hing that serves as the mouse ddnt work anymore plus the ctrl alt delte keys!!! :(( kaya un i couldnt close all the pop ups and i couldnt go to my computer :(( damn tlga argh ang hirap hirap pa magtype dito naiirita na ko ;(( ang pangit kasi ng keyboard its for babies! waaaaaaah kai this is wer my kapatid plays i ahte it :(( waaaaaaaaaah den tomorrow im flying to our province tapus im going der w/o my latop so its going to be fucking boring :(( waaaaaah and my grandam's computer pa nmn der its really old so i takes like 1 hour to open the IE and another 1 hour for the page to load :(( waaaaaaah argh! and then nw I cant uypdate the loving so deep that much anymore argh naiirita na tlg ako sa keyboard waaaaaaaaah my hand feel like they want to punch the keyboard and break it in half! so here nlng muna naiirita na tlga ako....den basta mainit ulo ko! ladies you knw why nmn every month dba!? wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

some of my pics

2005-03-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

you dnt have to view it ahaha just wnt to post it incase they get deleted in my comp
and ofcursssss some...some lng...of my friends want to see it :D

fan ako ni jasmine (yuck..as if)

kakauwi ko lng sa hauz wala lng magawa

develish look! muhahahahahah

yun na muna :D

miss my honey

2005-03-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

i miss him!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im desperate to see him

hell with life

2005-03-19T10:33:00.000+08:00

i dnt wat to leave marymount i have to or else im going to loose something, something i wished that I would never loose in my entire life, dis is death man, im crying like hell, i wana stay!!!! waaaaah

awwww last day of school!

2005-03-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

damn Im missing alot of people already well now isa plng :D! omar! arrrrgh I ddnt get to spend time with him kasi dis afternoon and I dnt knw wer he is ryt now...kasi....hes not replying he myt be busy....so I wont bugg him nlng, anyway i felt sad today kasi nga, last day na, and my om says u will be transferring na next yr, i dnt want to leave my friends behind pa nmn, but then ayko ko ring idisappoint mom ko, kasi she wants me to go to a better school daw, :(( i want to stay in marymount waaaaaaaaah!!!!!! i miss hoN!!!!!!!!!!!!:((

hmm

2005-03-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

now im sitting on my chair refreshed because I took a shower, because earlier we went to nomads damn it was freakin hot! ahaha, i wanted to stay hom but then ma said study! so I went with them ahaha, kaso it was kind of boring ! ahaha......malapit na test arrrrgggggghhhhhh and pur oral defense thingy is tomorrow :(( waaaah in enclish for our book report aarrrrrrggggggh waaaah buti nlng tapus ko na ahaha, currently listening to lindsay lohans cd....i like her songs but i dnt like her na suddenly kasi she has changed, ahaha,,,, its like i dnt knw one minute she was good and now shes acting all ...i dnt knw...flirty...ahihi and I kinda dnt like that...uhm i have a very bad headache ahaha...from the heat...wah my mom and dad are still at nomads....guess were eating dinner without them damn headache arrrrrgh!i miss omar!

sana nga

2005-03-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

kapag pagibig ko, ay akin ng nais ialay
ang “mahal kita” ay sa’yo lamang sasabihin
kung mayron mang sa habang buhay ay nais kapiling
sana nga’y ikaw na, ikaw ang pipiliin

kung may mga labing maaring magsabing mahal ako
sana nga’y ikaw, ikaw sana ang siyang marinig ko
ibibigay ang puso ko at pagibig na tunay
sana nga’y ikaw na ang mapaghandugan nito

kung mayroong pusong pinakananais maging akin
sana nga’y ikaw, ikaw sana ang para sa akin
kung mayron man mga yakap akong pinapangrap
ikaw sana ang kayakap di maaring isiping mayrong pang iba
dahil dito sa puso ko ay mamahalin kad
ahil dito sa puso ko ang mamahalin lang ay isa
sana nga, sana nga’y ikaw na, sana nga

life/killing/death/love/health/crazy peeps

2005-03-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

hay.....life.....mahirap kasi ive got loads of things to do!!!shit i still havnt finished reading my book for hte book reprt! i have to finish it tonight so i can do the reprt tomorrw!waaaaah and uhhm i still hvae to do my notes in science kasi I dnt have notes der si ms kasi ala nmng pinpacopya!! waaaaah!!!!! so anyway....killing...lately i hvnt killed anyone so thats gud....death...uhm alot of people want to die nah...ahaha becuase of there problems i mean I used to be in the same situation and I also tot of that b4 but i ddnt do it...coz its bAD!!! ahaha...even las las i dnt do! it'll leave a nasty scar noH! ahahah sayang arm ko papangit!bwahhaa....so anyway LOVE!!!??? okay nmn im currently happy...sana forever na to! ahihi....so anyway health shit! sana parng game lng to! pag nagame over pag namatay may health ka ulit irerestrt mo lng...kaos hindi eh...time ...it gets waisted! ahaha and napapagd na ko ng napapagd lalo na ngyn ive got loads of things to do....i hope i have enough time! crazy people?? well my mga taong hindi ko magets sa skul i dnt wana tok about them kasi iinit lng ulo ko, well...wan...ahihi...so un i have to read the book its an old book by the way that stink so bad...but the story although its freakin long ...is GOod ahahaha...so anyway...malapit na rin nm me matapus eh i hope so! ahaha

life........boring!!!

2005-03-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm second time I used this title ahih, well not life just parts of it like NOW and kanina sa becoz of the skul work!!!! buti nlng I saw HIM kaya HE made my day bwahahaha, well anyway....im getting devoted to butterflies more and more waaaaaah i keep turing my head evrytime i see one and if possible i buy one!!! ahah i just dont knw why I just love its colors and you know the way they live and all other crap, basta theyre pretty!! ahaha...

ph dba? ahah....well un lng....natapus ko ng basahin uhm ung book para sa rept ryt??well guess what ms.gigi said ayaw na raw shud be more mature and more literary shit....waaah,,, now im reading the uhm lord of the flies...waaaah ive only got a week to read it and damn its freakishly long!im thinking of trying out blogdrive thing..see if its cool....i like blogger kasi its organized ahaha...un lng for oday shit....waaah, dami tlgang gagawin sana after ng test wala na akong completion!!!!!

hope d na mawala to!!!!!

2005-03-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

these past few days, ive been really happy i hope this will last na tlga and nothing would get in our way!ahaha... amorousness.....meaning......state of being in love.....could I be in that state? i sure hope...ahihi....ive still got loads of things to do though ahaha....being inlove makes it harder....ahihi....but i get inspiration...so its GOOD ahahaha its all good...hmmm.......im actually listening to my teachers na...aha...himala....and sometimes I review....which is double himala...hmmm......problem, i dnt eat much.....i prefer liquids than...food, if i eat something because i have to, i feel sick and most of the times i puke, could i be bulimic? damn man no way! or anorexic? shit i dnt want any ulcer!ahaha......

its been a while

2005-03-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

you guys myt be wondering....why...why....why....i havnt posted yet..ahaha...ngyn lng...coz...damn my mom took my laptop she sed only on weekends damn....hard life huh???now I cnt go online all the time shit....i miss those days...evryday online ahaha....but...i guess its fine so I can review for lessons but it was useless lsr wekk coz i came home late evryday coz of the project in filipino, i think michelle, our leader, took it for editing today i hope shes has done it...ahaha....sana lng...or else id freak out if we wouldnt be able to pass it this monday. Gem has this party today I wanted to go coz I think omar would be there and also my other close friends in 1st year....ahihi....but ma ddnt let me...ahaha i also wnted to go to ATC coz damn alot of Marians would be there im sure....hmm....omar....i miss him...ahaha...dunno why, yesterday lng nga last naming kita parng ang bilis bwaahaha...hmmm....we were talking at school yesterday wala lng chtting sa bench...den....suddenly sir delmonte called us both...ahaha...he told us that he ddnt care hu were in2 relationships at school den he said that he cared about the actions..he said alot saw us embracing daw....so he told me alyssa dis would be the first and the last okay?? I said yes sir it would be....ahaha....wen we got out of the office we were laughing ahaha, but then I felt bad a bit around lunch time...coz me and jhen were sitting eating lunch....our table was in front of the techers...(ms.chongco, ms.odono, ms.baduria and all other teachers) It struct me to hear my name....then jhen told me they were stearn at me...den looked at omar...omar was a table away...but he was int eh other side...so he was a bit far....wen we went up...i just said hi instead of sittin next to him...ahaha...den i sat with jhen....later on...i talked to him i was stndig in front of him ahaha...den...I was kind of afraid to sit na kasi....teachers...ahaha.....den...stood lng der....but we still talked the same nmn...ahaha....basta....scary lng....imagine...if they talk about it...kakalat cguro....its not like we did anything BIG na BAD.......coz...i wont do that....so anyway...examz are coming up shit....im shitload scared about it...ahaha...damn....coverage of biology from cover to cover its torture man!!!!! im going to die....ive still go loads of things to do...but im happy ive done reading my report....sa english...ahihi....yupies done...all ive got to do is do the REPORT mismo ahaha...gotta type it out...then I still have to answer alot of pages in CL waaaah sobrng dami tlga...ahah..den...ive got to finish the port folio in AP....also in ENglish....damn....then I need to worry pa about our practical exam in TLE damn ang dami tlga...i need to review pa in stat wala tlga akong common sense sa sbj n un ewan ko , naguguluhan ako palgi ahaha...pero pag open notes okay lng bwhahaa....nahihirapn ako pagdating sa test....hmmm.....ano pa ba....basta dami pa....hmmmm......yah! ayun naaalala ko sir.d nga pala added me to the msbatch 2007 thing at yahoo groups astig nga eh.....neverthought of that mybe id strt one for our barkada!ahihi....para we could keep in toucH!!!!ahaha....damn i hope i can still stay in marymount next yr!id miss alot of people!......uhem uhem,.omar?ahahha.!oo nmn!.

the NIght.....:D

2005-02-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

well the I did go to the prom ahaha....yep i was kind off worried coz I arrived at 6:30 then wen I got there ahaha ang konte pa ng mga tao!ahaha...bwhaha..bwahhaa, well un okay lng nmn, then it strted at 7:30 food was okay but it wasnt that good...so....there the 3rd yr bands played krister as the drummer vinni wasnt der... and dane! ahaha dey werent der, so then after that carlo's other band played called FLYFLUID damn dey were all cute ahaha...and all so talented! waah...almost all went crazt for shawn...hmmm oj was also goodlooking....and some went for daryll...well carlo ofcourse is taken...ahaha , den..un..after dey played they had the slowdance...i ddnt want to dance although some invited me to, so I went up the stage aahaha acting all foolish and then pretending that i was th eone singing...and then did some ocho ocho...i was dancing totoy bibbo as well ahahah....angela and I were pampagulo...ahaha wen some of the lovers were dancing we ran to them then hug them so tyt that they were actully so close to each other ahaha...and the victim of this strange act was vira and carlo...ahaha.....kult namin ni angela....den we were going to do the same with Ram and Pearl but wen we got there jered and ram were dancing like gays guys looving each other it was disgusting!ahaha....so un wla nlgn, after that tumambay muna kami sa lobby ahaha so funny tlga i took a video of lim....coz...som1 likes him now theyre all " aly send mo send mo sakin ah!" ahahah funny...so un na un....here are some pics....

'>me posin in ma gown
'>cute galzz

never knew this could happen

2005-02-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

you know how I always complained that in my life....i get sad for a long time....and happy just for a little while....well for now...lets just say...bumaliktad....never been so happy in my life....I was sad at first but just for a little while and now....happy for the longest period ever....because of amorousness!!!But i hope this will last though coz if it wouldnt well I would die out crying......im so happy....sana lng tlga hindi mawala....

well anyway today....later....mamaya....ahaha....im going to the J prom...yes yes,, second yr me....but i was invited...asteeeeeg...ahaha....so yun...astig...ahaha...but....ayokong pmnta ala xa eh...:D ahahha...pero I want to go....na parng ayw...un lng...ahihi

man....dizzy

2005-02-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

ahaha....well nothing much happened AT school ahaha..but after school we had this shooting thing for filipino damn it was so tiring....ahaha....super daming gagawin for this week! bwahaha....well kinda happy...bwahha....coz....of....chickret!!! must think of uhm code name...hang on hang on...amorousness..ahaha mean bein inlove! well euphoria...is happy...and I accept it now...ahihi....but Im pretty sad that he doesnt talk to me dat much anymore....he doesnt reply....waaah...but im fine coz amorousness makes me happy!

bad and good!!!!

2005-02-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

well Ill start with good tonyt was our Annual production and it turned out good...ahihi....the 1st show I wasnt that serious i was laughing but then at the second show....i ddnt ddnt luagh not evn once! because....okay im tellin u the bad part....because....someone....likes me....and my friend.....likes the guy hu likes me......and then she got all mad.....tell u more tomrrw kind of tired from the annual production!

slowly dying.....

2005-02-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

I feel so warm...
Everytime you're near by
Its like ur the center of gravity
You pull me towards you....

I gave you my everything...
Nothing left in me to give...
I feel so cold now....
Why to this when I used to feel so safe?

I look at you
Hurts me to see you staring at her....
It feels like my heart keeps pumping out blood
Im loosin all of it...Im feeling so tired...my eyes are so heavy

I feel sick...im slowly dying....
I cant take it.....I feel like crying....
help me will you?
Oh no that cant be

How can you?
When u are the virus....
You are the one who makes all of this...
Its pain....how to make it go away?

Loving someone else could help
But what If the one I love again wouldnt like me back?
Then this would be an endless cycle
I would be forever in pain...and die unhappy

pagud na pgud

2005-02-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

waah while the gradeskuls wer having the mad sci thing......we went on the inflatables (me,roseanne,perveen,jen,cham) after like 4 slides I was so tired I couldnt breath properly....damn...wen I got into the car I dosed off rhyt away den wen I went up to my room I layed on my bed dosed again den tried to wake up took biogesic coz my head feels like its going to explode here I am trying so bad to stay (5:34pm) so freakn tired ahahaha....yeepee ndi uniform tom!

school sick!

2005-02-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday I was at home sick....kanina I was at school sick! I ddnt feel well my body was all sloppy....and I keot wanting to eat! waaaah its cool with booths around but...it temps me to eat alot!freak 250 nagas2s ko buong araw!!! I had 3 Teazers Red Iced Tea (large....P30.00) and 4 Nestea Icedtea! (Large...P20.00) and two of those hotdogs wraped around with some kind of bread dunno wat dey call it ahaha....hmmmm.......icedtea having too much makes u really fat...but guess wat?! waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh im drinking one pint right now!and im about to finish it so running to the kitchen getting some more is exercise aLready so dats balnced diba?!hmm...sitiing here typing is exercise as well!!!hmmm......and thinking....is considered ahaha.....anyway I slept sa car kanina on my way home...I must be really tired coz I ddnt want to wake up,,,and instead stay in the car and sleep! but then that wouldnt be possible, ahaha.....den un.....ahaha we're going to insular nga pla tom! ahaha im in thr TRIBAL group so uhm Id have to wear a white t shirt bwahahha....kakainis....and then me and my friends are going on the inflatables so itll be cool!astig!!!!bwahahha!...so anyway I just hope i would have enough energy though! ahahah....i still feel sick damn it!!!!Make it go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmmmm..........un lng muna....ahahaha....

home sick..

2005-02-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

no im not missing home coz im at HOme! SICK!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh I had a fever last nyt I dont have it now but I still dont feels well.....I dont want to mis skul again coz I did today!damn! na lovenat at ako! joke!Nah my lovelife sucks!ahaha...but atleast im happy even a bit....hmmm.....nothing much happened today people went to our condo to clean the carpets so when I walk into may room I have to tip toe ahaha well ngyn???im sitting on my chair (indian sit...so I wont have a wet feeling sa feet koh!) but anyway..hmm...I changed my email sa friendster by the way..ahaha from hugmeh2003@yahoo.com to hugmeh_sotyt@yahoo.com waaaah....im so freakn bored still dont want to go tot skul tomorrow but I dont want to mis classes anymore, i am so freakishly tired...im hating it, my head feels like it heavier than my body......waaaah....so anyway...un lng ahaha....

it has happened again

2005-02-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

damn i hate when these things happen! please lng sana Lord hindi nyah ko like please please!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Valentines sa inyong lahat!!!!!!

2005-02-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

The Highskul nyt....

2005-02-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....yesterday we were dismissed at 11:00 except i went home at 1:00 The acoustic band had a practice so I had to attend we practiced in the Wisdom room ahaha....well when I got to Marymount I could already hear bouncy music that makes me move bwahaha, well when I got in they were all "alyssa?!dat you ddnt notice you!" or maybe "alyssa that you?!u luk different" well I only had uhm my hair curld ahah.....and um simple top and jeans.....hmmmm.......the first band sang which was uhm roy malinao wid the other third years...ahihi.....then followed by us! with music in between it was so freakishly making me nervous ahaha, when we sang they were teasing me with ram....were not even that close!ahaha so then they asked us to stand up! and then we had to hold each others hand and you knw "eye contact" ahaha then someone even yelled KISS KISS ahahaha it was funny.....hmmmm......then we were supposed to sing only two songs "jeepney" and "crazy for you" but then angelo said we would sing "these days" it turned out okay nmn poeple were cheering...hindi nmn kami napahiya buti nmn! then I danced and danced my feet were killing me lst nyt i was very hugnry ahaha but ddnt have an appetite to eat......ram was telling me to eat ahaha......it was fun!!!!!

NUMB

2005-02-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

I believe you've seen
The queens and Kings
They alyways have to be perfect around people
When they are only human just like us

I believe you've seen
Love poems that sound so sweet
They are all so profound and make us think deep
But why cant they just say it, to get to the point?

I believe you've seen
Lovers, who look so inseperable
They hold each other so tyt as if there's no tomorrow
But do they know wat tomorrow will have for them?

I believe you've seen
Dancers, who dance so well
We always want to be like them when we think we're not good
But didnt you ever think that they were once like you??who started bad?

I believe you've seen
Flock of birds, flying in the air
It must be a sign, they send out a message or something
They are so gud at it...I hope they form ur name!

In all those....
I just dont believe you've seen me.....
even though Im always trying to get ur attention...
its like im invisible...a ghost
I just dont believe you've seen my heart
even though u have it in your hands
but you gave yours away to someone else

some pics from mah phone!

2005-02-09T18:31:00.001+08:00

me and mah teddy bear!!si dom!!bwhahahah

uhm....perveen and me!nakahiga sa floor ahahah , pagd sa practice!

me and mah sis! i knw u wud all wonder d ko kamukha!!wel half sister ko okie???same mom diff dads

angelo and Jassy!!yeeeeheeee

me listening to music kaya medyo bulgy ung ear part ahaha headphones kasi eh

punching bag.....named Alyssa

2005-02-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

well anyway today was so tiring as in.....my whole body now is in pain our Annual production is finished finally but then we havent perfected it yet....hmmm i wonder wen dey say....nobody or nothing is perfect so why practice?! kidding!hahahaha.......well sobra my back is killing me my neck my shoulders ahaha my waist huhuhu....oh well just glad we didnt have any homeworks ahaha supah nakakapagd!!!!!!!!!!!waaaah and then tom ata 12 hanggng two ahaha...hmmmmmmm our dance looks kind of...uhm weird kaso its cool nmn.....the highschool nyt is coming up...ahaha I guess Im not singin anymore kasi I havnt practiced yet.....ahaha...and evrytime they practice they dont call me so.....i figured ahaha that I wont sing nlng wats the point nyeeeeeeee hmmmmm im so freakishly hungry!ahahaha......so anyway tamad me ngyn kaya not that longish

I was an ant!bwahaha

2005-02-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm today I was masipag I dont knw why and I was hyper and if I wasnt hyper I would be sleep bwahha....we had practice prom 12 hanggng 2 bwahahaha...........hmmmmmm.....hmmmm......hhmmm......sobrang nakakapagd as in inaatok na ako ngyn aaha.....well then when it was like 5:30 I went to michelle's house we needed to do the taping or Filipino we did our scene welll, miko and I, it was so I dont know I was just like....uhm....funny.....I had to pretend I fell and then as in gumulong me sa kalye it was funny I ddnt kotice it until we watched the tape...we're the comedy group kasi...ahaha...ayun lng....ahihi im thinking of strting a new season para sa LOve story new set of characters I have to think of a new story...kaso lng these days Ive been really busy nakakainis!ey cge gtg na spirits na!!!!!!ahaha

hewat we dont want to happen sa Highskul nyt!

2005-02-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

ive interviewed some people wat they didnt want to happen to them on the highskul nyt!

ME a.k.a Alyssa:

-Uhm I dont want to be late and be caught up in the situation of choosing and thinking what Im going to wear and instead get to school with only Undies on and a towel on my head...ahahha that would be cool yeah??
-I also dont want to be laughed at!
-uhm hope and I dont get to school dat you knw so out of place ang attire!ahaha

Jassy:
- mapagtawanan
- makita ung guy na lyk na lyk kong may kasayaw na ibang gurl!!!Ouch!
-ummHh.. mkipagdance sa ayaw na guy!!haha!
-kapag may kapareho ng suot!!!!!!!!

Jerica:
-ayaw kong mapahiya...
-kung may slow dance...ayoko partner si TUUUUUT
***note inalis ko lng yung name.....para may privacy daba!?astig

Luigi:
-ayokong Mawala Si Janina!

Mars:
-last high school night my ngpkita skin na black lady sa 3rd floor girl's cr....creepy!

Miccel:
- yoko isip ng ganun, nakakatakot kasi baka amngyari sakin!

Ill add more interviews later!!!!:D

ey

2005-02-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

just finished filling out a survey I got from friendster......

here it is incase you wanted to know ahahah

1) anong ginawa mo kahapon?-games, chat, music, skul, test practice
2) san ka/kayo nagpunta recently?-ako market market pinakamalapit na mall samin
3) anong wallpaper ng pc mo?-raise your voice
4) anong nasa ibabaw ng tv nyo?- wala
5) anong damit mo ngaun?-top then shorts
6) anong kinokolek mo?-tweety stuff and spongebobs stuff..then keychains.....then barpins
8)anong nararamdaman mo ngaun?- antok
9)anong street ang tinutuluyan mo ngayon?- Mckinley
10) anong favorite flavor mo ng ice cream?- strawberry, bubble gum, cookies and cream
12) may pasok kba sa monday?- bummer!yes!
13) anong oras na?- 7:21 PM
14) kailan ka huling nagpagupit?-LAST MONTH
15) kailan ka huling nanood ng sine sasinehan?-last week
16) anong pelikula un?-d ko maalala
17) cnu kasama mo?- friends ata o family malay
18) n'sync o backstreet boys?-n'sync
19) anong favorite mong chichiria?- tomy, chiz curlz, nova, moby
20)anong food ang gusto nyong pareho ng bf/gf - malay
21) sino-sinong tumawag sa iyo ngayon?- today ala eh kahapn lng
22) nagmumura kba?- uhuh rather
23) anong ni-lunch mo khapon?- krinkles
26) anong huling pnanood mo kgabi?- spirits
26) nag be-breakfast kba tuwing weekdays? - uhuh
27) mag sisimba ka bkas?-nopies
28) anong gusto mong makuhang gift s valentine's?- roses, teddy bear, and roses
29) kng naninigarilyo ka, anong gus2 mong brand?-ndi me smoker eh
30) na22wa kba pag nakakakita k ng maskot?- weh
32 board games o video games?- board games AT video games ble!
33) bahay o mall?- parehas!
34) black o white?- black
35) nasusuka kba pg nasakay ng bus or taxi?- no im used to it
37) saan probinsya mo?- gensan
39) spaghetti o carbonara?- spag better but I also like carbonara besides spag
40) abs-cbn o gma?- kapamilya ako
41) sino mga tao s bhay nyo 2day? san ung iba?- uhm mama, dalawa kong tita at sis koh
42) inaantok k na ba? bkt?- oo galing me mall nakakapagd
43) pencil o ballpen?- pilot gtech na pen bwahaha .4
44) favorite color/s mo?- black, white, red, blue, pink,purple, orange
45) gusto mo bang mag pa-tattoo?- nopies
46) e mag pa body piercing?- okay lng
47) anong ginagawa mo pag gising tuwing WeekNds?- pag gcng ko inoon ko kagad laptop koh
48) harry potter o lord of the rings?- i like bothh
49) dream destination mo?- uhm......marami
50) may namimiss ka ba ngayon? sino?- meron realtives ko sa gensan and friends der

hmm nakakapagud galing me mall and bfore that I went down swimming did a few laps...then nagbabad sa steam room kaso nakakahika so d me masyado tumagal ahihi but I wanted to stay.....not alot of people are online so its boring....

Love fading but still alive

2005-02-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

Before I met you
before I knew you well
I never thought that I would fall for you like this
we teased each other so mean things but then
why?why?? in all the poeple that could love me back
why you?

I knew right away what to do
I had to stop talking to you
and instead see you happy with someone else
I tried but couldnt....i did....

I tried avoiding you evrytime
but when you talk to me
I couldnt bare not replying
you were some what like a magnet

Tried so hard not to text you
but what?!i did
I try evryday not to say hi
But what!?i do
because of this I see your smile and cant get it out of me anymore

I told you
i did like you
BUt why...in some way you still make me fall for you
is it in your nature, or are you just doing it in purpose?

NOw I see you with a girl
SO happy so sweet
Hard to leave you alone
for you are the reason why I smile
Euphoria you bring to me

I hope youll be happy
You wont love me
I understand....
I just wish that you will be happy 4evr
Goodbye.......

love singin why not sing?!

2005-02-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmmmm did I tell you that I WAS in a band?? well I was but then I quit today ahaha..well its that I think I dont have time to practice with them....and IM not always informed....so there I left....the band was going to sing at the highschool night, yah thats like me singin in the highskul nyt so impsoble bwahahah its was composed of ram me and angelo ngyn ewan ko kung sino sino na ung nasa band NILA!hmmm.......tataka lng tlga ako bakit me umalis un lng...kasi I felt like I was pampagulo but Im alright na...hmm....today...well I read the PRAYER OF THE FAITHFUL sa mass ahaha my heart was beating x50 astig noh?!?ahaha...well anyway....i did that in fornt of cute guys...bwahaha.....so it wasrather embrrasn!.....but it read it fine namn (they said) so anyway....after that we had the AP test then TLE then HEALTH bloody hell I ddnt like HEALTH that much....so anway after that we practiced for the foundation annual production, then when it was like 2 somethn ms jovy.....went down when sir phillip said we could rest but then she still went in the room ahaha....but anyway....evryone in the classroom yelled "ms rest daw kami!" some said "unfair!HUmility walng ginagwa!" I saw ms jovy's expression I kind of felt sorry for her and AT the same time annyed for my classmates...but I wasnt that annoyed coz I did want tot discuss evolution!i like the lesson and I thought that when it comes to the quarter exam we have a hard time if we kept using the time for BIOLOGY for practicing...so un...ang iniicp ko kaso its always reporting It make me SLEEPY if they had a sleepy music on with the report I would fall asleep in one flick!hmm.....so anyway I burned CDs bad trip me kasi sa lahat ng makakalimutan kong knta CRAZY FOR YOU d ko namsa!!!!waaaaaaah!!!!!ahaha.....so then un nga sabi ni ms" 25 minutes n ngalng mag rereklmo pa kau!" and then she was saying all this bad stuff about opur section...she just wasted the time witn sermon instead of discussing!waah teachers are so weird...and cool at the same time...

how will u like me to be cooked?? fried alyssa?? scrambled alyssa??

2005-01-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

today is saturday bwahahaha.....hmmm well anyway I got up at 7:30 am den took a shower...ahah....then...I left at aboput 8:30 then went to mc do Sucat to meet a friend kasi I ddnt know where MIchelle's house was we were going to shoot the film there for our project in filipino...so then wen I got to mc do miko wasnt der yet I had to wait for an hour and complained wen he got there I even saw mars and pearl...ahahah....so funny tlga...I looked like I have been ditched by my date, kaso Im not dating with Miko ah!ahahaa ewww!!joke!!!! kaso der were alot of cute guys while I was waiting bwahahhaa....so anyway, miko and I got to Michelles haus at around 9:20 or so.....when I got there I was rather thirsty so I asked for iced tea (how kapal of me tlga) then i sed thank u wen she did give me some...she also gave out some to my other group mates....we went to SM, mivhelle and I, to buy a tape it was very hot and I felt like I was going to faint, so anyway,, we walked from southland ba un to SM wah layo.ahahaha michelle was worried I myt have my asthma attack bwahaha thankfully I ddnt but i was breathing so fast like hell.....after SM wen we got back I was annyed tha some of my group mates were msing I talked to them over the phone annyingly bwahahah, kaya un...ahahah...well michelle's house was so hot as in hot.....hot.....hot....mainit......now ive got a very bad headache i was sweating like hell...ahaha but ofcourse I stayed cute ahaha...well anyway....somewer between the shoot I was annyed with JM he kept telling me I was fat....which made me feel bad kaya uminit ulo ko, but then he wore a lady's dress and made me laugh so bad, ahaha...mics was der and also charles dey also laughed which maybe made JM a bit embrrast....so then we told cha and mics to go coz...we still had work to do...kaya yun I was sweating tlga as in badly mainit....ahaha I felt sweat rrunning down my back.....it was ticklish....ahaha..so anyway....but i ddnt stink ah!!!!!ahaha.....so un at 4 I went home....den now kakagaling ko lng sa baba I had to walk my dog with my mom....

falling...and hes not catching me....

2005-01-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

waaaah......been crying all the time.....and nothing is going to happen naman..kaya Im going to stop thinking about him...he ddnt talk to me the whole day I can tell he doesnt want to talk me to me or hes trying to get rid of me , someone might have told him about the feelings i have for him...well dat sucks coz now I feel really sad.....i wish I can just tell him that I love him...but I guess coz he doesnt like me he would just ignore me...and you know carry on without feeling any regrets or sorry.....but.....uhm its not hes fault I cant blame him for dat. what i mean is dat if I tell him the feelings i have for him Im not telling him to love me back....I just want to let all this out of me...to feel better...but I guess if I told him the truth mas mahirap... this has happened b4 and I told the guy I love that I liked him, it only made me feel worse knowing that he doesnt like me and likes someone else....and you know....im kinda in that situation right now...and who was I talking to when I needed someone to talk to???the guy I like right now...the guy I cornyly call euphoria......he told me that it was wrong for me to tell the guy that I liked him coz it would only make feel worse......it sucks though....he told me b4 that there are alot fo guyz there who would love me...and all..waaaaaaaah......can he still say that?when now Im inlove with him...der is only one solution!!! acceptance.....as my annoying friend would say "accept it!" and it never fails to make me cry!ahaha

falling......so fast.....mahirap to....

2005-01-27T17:13:00.000+08:00

cute bah??ahaha joke halata bang umiyak??maga mata bwahahahahah

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uhm Ill call nlng my crush ...uhm uhm.....euphoria!!!!waaaaah means to feel with joy!!!ahaha...well he does make me happy.....he is so CUUTE!!!!!!GWAPO!!!and plus he talked to me today....waaaaah kaso u know the whole day I was crying silly me....thinking that he and his ex were back together!!!!!!!!!!wwaaaaaaaah......so then I cried like a baby ahahah .....well nothing much happened nmn today...ahihi.....just all the schol stuff ang boring pagpractice time na ala akong gngawa waaaaaah!!!!!!!ahihi well Euphoria is so gwapo!!!!!!! I love you euphoria!!!!!!!

the HUG!its all so sweet!!!!!

2005-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

uhm I am so like kilig as in!!!!waaaaaah cos u knw this guy I really like and the guy I cried for the whole day..l.uhm hugged me this afternoon....!!!!!!!! well hug lng....kaso for me its somethin big you knw!!!!!!!!!ahahaha miss him!!!!!!!!miss his hug!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaah

today....was......today..

2005-01-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

ahaha been a long time ey??ahahha...well no sotry for today...except I hated the people who check earings...well its my ear I decide what to put on it!yah??even the socks....Its my feet no one decides for my feet except me!!!!waaaaah!!!!!ahaha.....dba!?!?its like ur underwear dey dont mind yeah?? dey dont tell u wat color u should wear why the socks they should?!ahahah kiddn!ahaha i knu skul rulssssss sucks waaaaah......hmm.......boring.....well anyway...hmm....the j prom is coming up I and I kinda wana go KINDA lng ahaha...kasi I wana witness a friend of mine sing tapus un lng.....ahaha......kasi he always...lets me sing, once lng me nakarinig saknya kumanta.....

Just a day!

2005-01-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

well uhm today didnt leave the house at all ahaha, well but I found it verey boring, I had to do our Project in english freakn annoying tlga!!!!waah pero tapus na kaya okay lng ahahha....well anyway heres what came out lng as in from my mind instanly na I had to write it down!!!!!!

"I hope in this life my love.....

you would notice me...and feel me...

the same way I feel for you..der will be no happy ending...

.coz wen you love me your love will never end.......

but u will never be mine...as you wud always think of me as a friend..."

"sana man lng kahit alam mong may pagtingin ako sau,

kahit pag tabuyan mo pa ko,

ok lng dahil dun malalamn ko kahit papano na ayaw mo sakin,

kaysa namn sa naghihintay ako ng wala at

untiunting nasasaktan at untiunting na huhulog sau"

"bakit ba sa buhay kong ito lagi akong nahuhulog sa mga maling tao??

lagi nlng sa hindi pwede....

sa totoo lng ang iniicp ko ngayon tlga lng bang

hindi pwede sakin ang tinatawag nilang pag-ibig?"

"sabi mo sa lhat ng bagay...

tatapangan ko dapat....

sabi mo...kaya ko lahat...

pero bakit.....hindi ako ganun katapang upang sabihin sau

na nasasaktan ako hbng kahawak mo ang kamay nya

at masaya ka?at bakit din sabihin mo sa akin...na mahirap kayanin ito?"

"bakit tuwing problema ako...tinatakpan ko?bakit sa tuwing may luhang

pumapatak galing saking mata pilit parin itago??

hanggng sa nararamdamn ba nmn sau...tintago parin??"

"sa pusong ito....d ko maintindihan...parng tanga ako..

.sinsabi sa sariling kailngn kang iwasan.....

\pero pag nasa harap ka na....puso ko nmn tatanga tanga at kinakausap ka....."

here i go again

2005-01-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

here nanaman me baliw nanaman hmm

I believe, I believe in love And like the stars above They shine, let it shine over me Set me free I believe in you And that our love is true Oh I believe, I believe............Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you..............You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its youWe dont got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do, your always getting hot, its you, its you baby all i want is you yeah...............Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine While we were wild and free Please remember, please remember me.............Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya Well I should try to be strong But baby you're the right kind of wrong...............I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.Make a wish, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.Out of the darkness and into the sun.But I won't forget all the ones that I love.I'll take a risk, take a chance,Make a change, and break away...................I need you like water Like breath, like rain I need you like mercy From heaven's gate There's a freedom in your arms That carries me throughI need you.................... Close your eyesDry your tears‘Coz when nothing seems clear You’ll be safe here From the sheer weight Of your doubts and fearsWeary heartYou’ll be safe here...........Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cry It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

uhm help

2005-01-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

ey guys does any one from you all know the name of the girl whos in the coke advert??

life just simly suckz

2005-01-17T18:09:00.000+08:00

hmm I wrote my teacher a letter and thank god she forgave me and then it all went along...i think life suckz becuase I suck and I make my life suck which sucks i hope this stops coz it just suckz and its one of the resons why my life sucks right now, i always think life sucks and that i suck so for doing this I suck and if i suck it makes my life suck!

2005-01-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened today thats why its so boring!sayang ala clng SYMBOL d2 mas astig yung font na yun well wala me masay kaya yngatz!Nlng ahihi!

a demon teacher behind an angel's costume!

2005-01-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

well I ddnt go today ahihi, ddnt feel like it and ma didnt allow me to, my day was actually okay! except for the freakn annoying teacher, well the first 15 min it was okay then she called me she asked me something I have never heard before she said "yan d kasi nakikinia" well how could I it was noisy! but why did she get mad at ME lng!!?!so then I had to stand up for a long time!wah then she let me sit down (laurence was also standing but she ddnt let him sit down) so then I was a bit thirsty coz I saw 4 of my clzmates drinkin so I said "uy ako rin painum abby tapus ni karl" so un then gave me the jug I drank then again the freakn beotch saw me she said "why are you drinking??!is this a time for drinking?!" so I just looked SORRY atleast I had to pretend because I was really annoyed to tell why on earth is she doing this as in bakit lng AKO other guyz are doing lots of things pa nmn !tapus sila uminom din ako lng pingalitan,.....so i said Id better shut up she has this special grudge or something, then she was ducussing something, to tell you i was listening I did understnd it and then she said Sistim as for sytem someone cracked laughed really hard (which HE does evry science time) i didnt react to this because I know its normal for people to make mistakes I luaghed because one of my clasmates laughed was very funny so I laughed then again she says "alyssa what is your problem??why it can also be sistim you knw?!" so I said " huh ms?? hindi nmn kayo eh" then she said " ang yabng yabng mo lagi kitang napapansin evrytime in my class"( i was wondering ah...miss this is the 1st time?) so then she said "you also have mistakes!" i agree coz I have mistakes then she said " Ikaw nga Alyssa ni carabao english di mo napapasa" aba to this I really looked at her as if shes crazy!!!!moi!??! stupid in english heeeeeeelllllllllleeeeeeerrrr i was insulted by this....so then I just sat there as if I wasnt affected I was annoyed because I was blamed for something I didnt start....she said Id always start it at her time...i ddnt But i guess i couldnt explain that to her because evrytime I talked she would talk as if telling me that I have no right to speak....I was really really annoyed so when she left to say goodbye i went to one of my friends there I cried like hell alot of my classmates went to me, I nearly fainted for I couldnt breath properly, i was scared that this would affect my grade in science!!! i know she will do evrything just so I could FALL well I hate her!!masama xa!! I even have a picture of her and me! I was going to give it to her!!!!i was really hurt she even said " kahit nga kay sir john ikaw ang nauuna" so fucking said ":tanungin nyo pa un ms ang bait bait ko sa subject nya" although they have the same subject I said subject nyah because I really hated that teacher as of now becuase of what she did!!!!kainis xa as in, anyway I dont want to go to school tomorrow!!!!!waaaaaaah!!!!!!!shesa freakn demon behind an angel's costume!!!!!!!

school and the day tour to subic

2005-01-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

well I just got back from school, nothing bad happened to me today thank god, I laughed the whole day, its because of my classmate ahaha, well anyway we have this subic day tour tomorrw well I want to go but then uhm....ma said Im not allowed, becuase it was pspond 4 lyk 3 times so but then I was allowed to go b4 that so ngyn tomorrow na ung subic tour I hope I can come kasi I texted ma and she said we'll talk about it later, ahaha I was dancing kanina now Im sweatn ahaha :D oops here i go again 4got nah hindi to ym well ma said pede me internet kaso ala daw munng YM sa weekdays kasi...ahaha....un nlng daw ang ginagawa ko, ang daya kasi pag nagaaral ako ala xa sabay pagkarating nyah tapus na ako mgaaral waaaah edi timing na nagchachat ako, atleast nga noh hindi ako pinagbawalng manuod ng tv mano2od pa nmn ako ng SPIRITS!!!well ang gwapo ni raver ba un!? at ni John wayne!!!waaaaaaah!!!!!anime!!!!!waaaah!!!!!!hmm well Im now enjoying just drinking icedtea and buzzin off listening to music!!!waaaaaaaah!!!!I REALLY do hope I could come and you knw sana alng mangyaring masama bwahaha, well anyway....Its freakn hot...!!!!!!......d2....ahaha, ayn k nah, I turned on the fan bwahahah!welllll hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ano pa bah, ala nmng assignment Im just glad I gave my 100% today well not 100% really maybe 96% ahhihhihi I was eating during CL time ahhaa (gum) sir ddnt even cacre bwahahah!well anyway. un lng im also glad dahil sa day na to I wasnt sad!!!!!yaaaaapeee sana tom din d ako sad mababaliw ako kung sad ako joke!ahaha over nmn ata un....ahihi cge bye muna download lng me ng songs!!!!

me again

2005-01-11T19:04:00.001+08:00

hmmm well I just finished dinner yum yum!!ahihihih....well I left the conference ahihi ala ng nagrerepsakin so I left nlng....hmmmmm waaaaaah pagnda na ng pgnda ang spirit waaaah!!!ahihihi!!!!!!!!raverrrrr!!!!!waaah!!!!!!!gwapo!!!whaahaahahah well boring tlga im going to download some songz nah bye bye ahihi

hey yall!!

2005-01-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

ahihi i felt a little down today and really sad but then I felt better in the afternoon nmn ahihi...hm I feel bad because I felt like I broke someone's heart and someone also broke my heart (nyek!) hmm not chating with alot of people!wah in the conference na ga dami pang other windows poppin out!!ahaha, well I guess alot are online....well be blogin again later nid to eat
wahahah
bye bye

today....

2005-01-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

freakn boring but we have this exposure thngy tomorrw wer going to festie ...well I felt bad when I knew that we were going to wear uniform well in my list wearing a uniform to the mall and actually stay der for a long time is A BOG NO NO!!!!! waah but its okay I have an excuse ahaha....but still its so corny and then were leaving pa in the afternoon!!!!waaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ive burned my Mp3s to a cd so cool I can take it tom, maybe ill also bring my cam to tak some picz hahah, well I got online even though my mom was suppse to confscate ahahah, well i said i needed to search something well actually itz ture i really needed to search something but I can find it so, Ill refer to the book instead freaKKK! waaah!!!!!I hope ill get a new cd rom soon!my freakin cd thing 4 may ntbuk is nt working it keeps goin ERROR! everytime I plug it in!freakn piece of shit!WAAAH well anyway I kinda got over my problem ahaha, and in2 a new one, waaah dont worry....so anyway things are goin gud nmn bwahaha...gud and bad,,,well syt somewer in the middle ahaha!well thats it I need to do my report!!!!! ahihi see yah!:D oops 4got this isnt yahoo!

wahahah

2005-01-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

ala akong magawa well I have this teddy bear ahaha uhm hindi tlga xa akina actually tinawag k lng xnag teddy kasi cute bwhahahah!!!!meet my teddy nabatery operated kasi gumaglaw at may remote pa yaN!ahihi!!!mukhng human pah!!!!tigngn nyo!!!!! TEDDY KOH!!!

ahahah

2005-01-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

walng magawa eh ahihih
thingy i did...check nyo nlng kung feel nyo wahhihi

fish ball Alyssa

2005-01-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm today was actually fine evrything went great nung morning, kaso pag recess evrything went great dami naghi so hi den ako....tapus yun I bought fishball.....tapus........alm nyo sauce na gamit dun??wel nabuhos sakin!!!!waaaah den afterthat I was like THE fishball swimming sa sauce kaso I bought a new blouse kasi uhm it looked weird ddnt buy a new skirt so it means that I stinkd but no one seemed to notice it....ata.....ahihi.....well uhm I went to the John to fix my bloddy skirt I had to ask for tissue then put some water on it then wipe on my skirt but it ddnt wuite work but atleast it removed the sos so then wen i got to the clasrum i did the tissue-wiping thing again but this time I used alcohol then I waited for the freakin skirt to dry!wahahah......den now my ulo is mainit I really dont know why...freakn hell......well anyway..........waaaaaaah......nakakainis tlga ako!!!!!!!basta ewAN!!!!!

hey!

2005-01-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

school today was fine ahihi we had the club meetings and stuff which reminds me I should give the parental form thngy so anyway Im not sure if Ma would still allow me to go to the day tour she allowed me twice already exept they had to cancel it then ma said maybe it dangerous and stuff, well i dont blame her though ahihi......bad luck I forgot to bring my ID today thats two yellow RSMs all in all for not bringing the freaking ID!!!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh hmmmm.......well things sre going fine namn.....I found the lab sheets I was lookin for that nearly mad eme cry because it was needed for BIOlogy or else I would get 60 in the activities so then I begged my teacher to let me pass it today...it was nyc of though she didnt give minus or anything....yeeeepeeee for that...and chammy was also okay today, but im sure now shes probably crying or something, i feel sorry for her.......hmmmmm perveen well shes happy nah ahihi....she smoved on and finally accepted that her crush doesnt like her.....hmmmmm was that pretty harsh to say???well she said it her self...hmmm...not goint ot tell youa ll though who the guy is....so hmmmmm thats all lng ahihi......

yo!hmmmm

2005-01-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

uhm today school was okay for me I felt really sad for Chammy she was crying the whole day, I hope she will be okay, there something dats bugging me, i cant get it out, its like I feel bad for NOTHING wats worng wid me!?waaaahhhhh hmm anyway Im searching for my homework ahihi now listening to the song KARMA by alicia keys, click to listen at luanch if they have ahahah still dont knw how to attach uhm a music thingy,,,,, i wish i could like just copy and paste it here to be dat easy!!!!!

today......school........and dumby me...

2005-01-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today at school evryone was like nyc hair!ahaha well i dont knw really I ddnt do anything actually to my old style just added bangs thats all, hmm well i even receive testis saying they like my hair, bwahahh...well anyway............ahah i feel like im so dumb...hmmm dont worry thats all im going to share for today!!

heres apic that ive taken wen i just got home well kasi alng gagawin eh

early today!

2005-01-03T06:54:00.000+08:00

hmmmm I woke up really early today 5:00am hmm yah i know I woke up early even though there are no classes tom pa, ahaha, no i woke up early beacuase I had to go with my grandma and my aunt to be dropped off at the airport, it was really sad when I had to say goodbye to them, and the next time I would be able to see them would be at summer....hmmmm.....how sad.....hhmmmmm tom na ang classes this is much sadder!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!hmmmmm back to the aral and all!!!!!!!!freaky man!hmmmm ahaha i wish id do better this quarter hmmm.........

hmm have you encountered someone like this?

2005-01-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

well hmm theres this person I know she says she hates people who are not true as in posers, pretenders and stuff......im not really sure if she doesnt realize shes the one being like this, she pretends shes someone else why is this?i dont know, its like some kind of sickness or something, if she sees someone like popular or something she ahtes them for no reason, she suggests boys to her friends but when she sees them happy she recks there reputation to the boyz they lyk, I know for sure this is insecurity, because when she finally sees that her friends are receiving more blessing and happiness than her she does evrything to see to this that she is better than evryone, she says shes got good color as in light shade, maputi, and then she hurts one her close friends telling her that shes ugly because shes morena, ofcourse she used a different name, also she told that same person that she was a flirt and thought that evry guy in thr world loved her, but to tell you this.....she ddnt think that every guy loved her no ofcourse, why would this insecured girl say this to her friend use a different name and at school pretend that it wasnt her?? to tell you this is so weird, so this the insulted girl knew who said that to her but just kept quiet she wanted to tell her other friends but couldnt because she thinks that they would say that........that she was plastik and would hurt her feelings more, so she just left, and now found new great friends, now she knows how it feels to have great ones, not the ones who insult you and take your love one away, you might be thinking what happened to this insecured girl who insults her friends well now she has no friends and left alone because of this she left school, her old friends that the insulted girl wanted to tell what that insecured girl really is, now finally they have realized that, the insecured girl is really a plastik, i know it is a cruel word to say, but it is true, she says that she hates people who talk in english too much ....she says that they do tlak in english but in wrong grammar, but to tell you I wouldnt say that because hasnt she checked lately her english, and how come she can be really confident about it, it sucks when she says that, hmmm maybe she says all this just to cover her up, this is really freaking annoying, but what could i do? i dont want to be like her you know.....in this position that the insecured girl is in she still has the nerve to lie in public tell lies about her that was never true, she hates people who think they are pretty but doesnt she realize that what shes doing is what shes hating, well she must hate herself! and now shes saying that her old friends were not be considered as real friends, it annoys them, well ofcourse all they've done to her was being true and being open to her all the time and thought that she, there friend was real....but guess it turns out that she wasnt, even though alot of people are hating her now, instead of trying to change and have a new life gain, she doesnt what does she do?lie more, pretend more, and hurt more poeple.....people please be careful eith friends the friends you choose they can turn evryone against you....but int eh end evryone....evryone....will find out she really is......hope all the people this insecured girl has hurt may find blessing, and not be influenced by her act....may this insecured girl's mother knwo about this so she would know that she is hating the wrong peolple......dear god help this person....i feel sorry for other people

school again

2005-01-01T19:33:00.000+08:00

malapit nanamn ang school hmm back to the boo,s, notebooks, annyng teachers, pens, review, quiz, exam, my table, the classrum, bakemac, marymount chit, the tender juicy hotdog stnd the pizza hut, the very long , the mad ates selling, projects, mga singit, dirty tables, bleachers, bench, the playground, the bin, the stairs hmmm, the scary comfort rooms, ano pa ba, the scary guy, M**r , takot me dun, kilala mo un bez, but there are always somethings Im looking 4ward to, like, the fun days with friends, the annoying jason, the batuhan ng chalk, the arguing president and classmate, the free times, my bestfriend, my friends, my closefriends! kadaaas!!!!hmm, well thats it now I have say to goodbye to, being online 24/7 ,chatting until 3:30 am, playing online games till 3 alot, gaming alot, surfing the net alot, facing my laptop alot, and the whole day icedtea, sleeping alot, waking up until 1, telebabad really late at nyt, watching tv really late and alot,wrestling evrynight (tv lng ah banu me s true lyf) hmmmmm cartoons evrynyt, my laptop, malling everyday.......huh.........too bad........id miss them all!hmmmm......fun fun fun.......bye!ahahah but im sure i will also have fun at school well im not that sure ahah

hmmm A!L!Y!S!S!A!

2004-12-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

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nothing much!

2004-12-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

well did you all like the insanity test?well if you havent heard or seen it well , please do see the post below!AND HAVE FUN!ahaha, well i just got off the phone with nygel he said someone was going to use the phone so we had to say goodbye so and so, anyway, its good so I can post something in my blog, ahah, well today i had a massage it was really relaxing we had salt scrub then after that the really good massage, well after that I was really looking forward to go home and relax, when my aunt said we should go to the mall where she and my grandma was (my granny is having a visit here) and when we got there my aunt was really annoyed with us and stuff it was really annoying, we disnt even do anything!pssh!well so my grandma was the same too, being really annoying, when they just got here yesterday she told me to turn down my music!!no one messes with my music!and it wasnt even that loud! well hmmm they were in my room! hmmm then today after the really annoying mall thingy we went home then my sis was there playing happily when she asked her to swim my sis said no but then she asked again, so who would go with my sis? well ofcourse the big sis so me and rayka (my other aunt) had to swim after the really relaxing massage!!waaaaah why cna life be really annoying!?!?huwaaaah!so anyway im now happy cranking up the speakers in my room, if they go in and make this a hanging out place and complain well id say this is my rum if you want it to be quiet well dont go in and go somewhere else well ofcourse i cant say that to my grandma cant I she would say I have no respect oh well i will suffer!

some stuff from my fav site ahahah!

2004-12-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

click on one the links to see!!!!!!!

whats wrong!?

insanity test.....

say those 3 words!

Mystery room!

Games!yeeepee!

monkey game, weird!

well thats its you can go to the site www.tekzoned.com!check it its ccool!

feeling all right!

2004-12-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

hm you know that guy I was telling you about that made my eyes go really fat like pandisal and stuff 2 donuts in my mouth?well that was my bestfriend i think it was the second time we fought and now bati nnmn kami bwahah, malay ko ba, hmm ok na ehe

not feeling good

2004-12-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

i am so depressed its now 1:45 am here I hate it!!!!waaaaah dnt worry i had a fight with SOMEONE waaaaahhhh not a fight I dnt know if he had read my email to him, im tired but i cant sleep my eys feel really big because of crying i had a hard time breathing!!!!!waaaaaaahhhh i just hope i get iver it soon, im now chatting with a friend im quite happy a bit because shes trying to cheer me up!!!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i didnt know that my most trusted friend would look at me that way, just hurt so much to know it from someone else and not from him, i felt my heart melt and burn at the same time, from the moment i heard/seen what he said behind my back i felt like fainting hmmmmm, apart from crying really hard and getting my bed all wet the reason why i can sleep, is becoz my dog is snoring so bad, so load! you wouldnt know that shes a dog if your not seeing her, ahahah, well because of being so depressed i ate two donuts really sweet ones, the other one had stuffings in it, it was really sweet but I kept stuffing it in my mouth while crying,im pretty weird really!!!!!!waaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

my old site

2004-12-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

wahaha i just remmbered it because of caloy ahaha because he moved to xanga well he used to be blogger, so isaid "visit ko kaya...........hmmmm" so then i dide then I luaghed because it was really boring so I changed the background from plain old boring pink to a dancing panda ahaha then my picture ahaha no comment bwahahah, so here click on the smiley to visit my site only if you feel like it, its nothing actually.......ahaha

the boring days.....

2004-12-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

still here, hmmmm i think everyone went away to be in some pradise somewhere except me, hmmph, i want to travel some where ahah, see? told you I just love travelling last time I went to greece and now I want to leave again, but i also want to stay here and meet up with friends, now Im actually going out my room, my pox are through sont worry wahaha d nmn ganyan karami no!!!!ahaha well all i do is watch tv, phone, music.......eat!!drink icedtea in my room, wahahahaah hmmmmmmmm..................wat to do, its really boring!!!!!!!!! you guys like to play games???
here are the sites I also go to hehehe Free web games there! and i also go to Pop Cap games!

merry xmas!

2004-12-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

christmas eve

2004-12-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

ahahahaha.......1 day nlng Ill just wait until 12:01am later to greet evryone.......ahaha....we open our gifts in the morning na, not like what other filipinos do, hmmmph ehehhe well but its okay ahaha....Ill stay up until 12 nlng ahaha, im watching digimon hmmmmm, i just woke up, hmmm my head feels really heavy....over sleep maybe ahhaa i slept at 2:00 am hmm because I couldnt sleep, and this morning I freakin annoyed my phone wouldnt stop beaping alot of people were sending me messages.......hmmmmmmm......ang cute nmn nung digimon ni yamato....taba....ahahha dats all lng muna

life without internet

2004-12-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

hmm I was freakn bored the whole day yesterday and ofcourse the whole day today!until now!the cable was fixed so the internet was fine again (we're dsl) so glad ahaha and then ma moved the tv from the kitchen to here! i now have a tv in my room ahahah!yeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeey!!!!!!! hmmmmm.....well astig!hmmm xemore naiinis rin me kasi im still polka dotted pero they are healing na konte nwawala na rin ahah but then small red spots are still der der lyk mosquito bites.....waaaaaahhhh hope wla na cla tom!

polka dotted Alyssa

2004-12-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm wats up with the title ey?well heres to this I have chicken pox....yah ngyn lng!!!!I must have gotten it from market market because im pretty sure Im not supposed to have it because I already had the shot when I was ten for Chicken pox for me not to have them but luckly there not as big its because of the shot probably...hmmm I hope itll be over soon coz its freakn boring here in my room, Im not allowed to go out because I have baby sister and everyone in the house is so worried she might get it, hmm, atlease she wil have when she is still a baby unlike me im freakn polka dotted teen sitting lazily here on my swivel chair wondering and wishin this freakn red spots will freakng go away.....some of my friends are actually teasing me for this, oh no actually just a girl...hm you all know Jarah right from the LOVE STORY!?!? well that her hmmm.........but now she stopped though its my 5th day of having this freaking pox......in this freakn weird life of mine, well i hope it will be gone pag skul nah, and then you know that annoying thing that teachers do when pasukan na? like englsih techers they make you write an essay "about ym christmas vacation" well what the hell should I write den?that I had a bloody chicken pox!?!hm what a story I hope my clasmates will die out laughing!!!!!!!!!!!well thats it my bestfriend just went online so bye muna!!!!

i am freakn bored!!!!!!

2004-12-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

so boring tlga!!!!

hmmmmm hi!!!!!

2004-12-20T08:25:00.000+08:00

I just got up!hm.......I was planning to sleep until 12 or 11 but then I coughso bad as in 2loy 2loy and then I vomited tapus here I am now hahah typing everything dat happened hmmm.......so then I drank water so I would stop coughing, maybe dat happened kasi my throat was dry or something hahaha......well anyway I wanted to go to school today my bestfriend has a game.....but I cant I dont even know what time it is...he ddnt tell me, but yun na yun haha.....boring......hmmmmmm....later nlng ulit I just got up ala pang makwen2.......

boring.....

2004-12-19T19:27:00.001+08:00

hmmm I know when there no school uhm its fun and you knw ders nothing to do lyk stdyng quizes and freakn annying teachers!!!!but why is it that when theres no skul 4 a very long tym I come to think that I kinda miss school because there I like laughng wid my friends and the faces at school I kinda miss em...hm especialy the people im close with, but wat the heck its fun not going to scholl (just not 4evr dont wana end up dumb you know!!) well just miss the day haha...well today we went to the mall (marketmarket) I went der with my family....hmmm we had one those "family picture" taken....it was good...hmm then after that we headed to greenbelt because I had an appointment there for a haircut...at 12:00 at Piandre well then NOW i have a new haircut uhm its cute ok lng..hehe........well yun lng hehehe

2004-12-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

Just Lose It [Intro][Eminem making sounds]Ok..Guess who's back?Back againShady's backTell a friendWhaaaaaaaaNow everyone report to the dance floorTo the dance floor, to the dance floorNow everyone report to the dance floorAlright Stop!.....Pajama time[Verse 1]Come here little kiddies, On my lapGuess who's back with a brand new rap?And I don't mean rap as in a new case of child molestation accusation(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)No worries, papa's got a brand new bag of toysWhat else could I possibly do to make noise?I done touched on everything, but little boysThat's not a stab at MichaelThat's just a metaphor, I'm just psychoI go a little bit crazy sometimesI get a little bit out of control with my rhymesGood God, dip, do a little slideBend down, touch your toes and just glideUp the center of the dance floorLike TP for my bungholeAnd it's cool if you let one goNobody's gonna know, who'd hear it?Give a little "poot poot", it's OK! [Fart Sound]Oops my cd just skippedAnd everyone just heard you let one rip[Chorus]Now I'm gonna make you danceIt's your chanceYeah boy shake that assOops I mean girl girl girl girlGirl you know you're my worldAlright now lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Just lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Go crazy(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Oh baby(HA-HA)Oh baby, baby(HA-HA)[Verse 2]It's Friday and it's my dayJust to party all the way to sundayMaybe til monday, I dunno what dayEveryday's just a holidayCrusin' on the freewayFeelin' kinda breezyGot the top down, lettin' my hair blowI dunno where I'm goin'All I know is when I get thereSomeone's gonna "touch my body"Excuse me miss, I don't mean to sound like a jerkBut I'm feelin' just a little stressed out from workCould you punch me in the stomach and pull my hair?Spit on me, maybe gouge my eyes out? (Yeah)Now, what's your name girl?What's your sign?[Dr Dre] "Man, you must be up out your mind"DRE! (HA-HA)Beer Goggles! blind!I'm just tryna unwind now I'm[Chorus]Now I'm gonna make you danceIt's your chanceYeah boy shake that assOops I mean girl girl girl girlGirl you know you're my worldAlright now lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Just lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Go crazy(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Oh baby(HA-HA)Oh baby, baby(HA-HA)[Verse 3]It's Tuesday and I'm locked upI'm in jail and I don't know what happendThey say I was running butt nakedDown the street screaming(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Well I'm sorry, I don't rememberAll I know is this muchI'm not guiltyThey said, "Save it, boy we gotcha you on tapeyellin' at an old lady 'touch my body!'"Now this is the part where the rap breaks downIt gets real intense, no one makes a soundEverything looks like it's 8 Mile nowThe beat comes back and everybody lose themselvesSnap back to realityLook it's B.Rabbit!Yo you signed me up to battle!?I'm a grown man!Chubba chubba chubba chubba chubba chubbieI don't have any lines to go right here so, chubba teletubbie!Fella's (WHAT?!) Fella's (WHAT?!)Grab you left nut, make right one jealous (what?)Black girlsWhite girlsSkinny girlsFat girlsTall girlsSmall girlsI'm callin' all girlsEveryone report to the dance floorIt's your chance for a little romance whoreButt squeezin' it's the seasonJust go (HA-HA-HA-HA)It's so appeasin'[Chorus]Now I'm gonna make you danceIt's your chanceYeah boy shake that assOops I mean girl girl girl girlGirl you know you're my worldAlright now lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Just lose it(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Go crazy(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)Oh baby(HA-HA)Oh baby, baby(HA-HA)[Outro]UmMmMmm touch my bodyUmMmMmm touch my bodyOoh boy just touch my bodyI mean girl just touch my body

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happy vacation everyone!!

2004-12-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

hayy it is a holiday but then there will be alot of people I will miss!!

friends
my besfriend
uhm the sometyms annyng teachers soemtyms lng
my chair
the classrum
the classpass
reading

yun lng!!!

the xmas party and the freakin hot tempereture!!!!!

2004-12-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

today was fine we had our English test it was kinda easy and a bit hard so somewhere in the middle........waaaaahhhhhhh it was actuallyokay except for the damn temp it was freakin hot........bloody hell it was and then I tied my hair up it was still freakn hot!!!!!!!

mising...........

2004-12-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

ahahahah....well I only had today to get hold of my laptop tapus umalis pa kami kaya hindi k rin msydng nagamit kainis....waaaaaahhhh....tom kukunin na ng mom ko...kasi kailngn daw mgaral she right kaso medyo lazy pa ko...haha....so anyway....ala bestfriend ko sa hauz nila, asn kaya xa.....hmmmph ala me makausap...arrrrrghhh.......so anyway yun lng muna....hehehe

thirst for love

2004-12-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

nyek ang corny namn ng title haha.....well hindi nmn me thrsty tlga its just like I dont knw the feeling Im feelin....its kind of I dont knw I feel really lonely.....but Im not lonely nmn.....I have alot of friends....its I dont knw really I just feel likesomething is missing I cant quite seem to figure out wat it is..........hope this feeling will be gone soon yey late nanamn me 2log and late nnmn me gcng!!!!!kasi alng pasok tom!!!!!!bwhaha!!!!but I have to study next weellk would be the quarter exams!!!hahaha......really nid to focus on biology,english,ap...haha subj. that have freakin alot of things to memmorize...its freakn easy to mem its just freakin hard to understnd and and be able to dicuss......and we need to memomrize pa the drawings on the book and be able to draw them sa test......waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!anyway...im really not in the mood to bloggin.......nid my diary......see yah

boring day....

2004-12-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

uhm nothing really happened today...I got up at about 11:30 rang up my bestfriend he wasnt home,then at about 12 somethin he called up....then chit chat chit chat..then palyed games with people online...then chitchat on the phone again....then ate dinner and then went in2 my room listened to music did some weird dancin hha then uhm craved for milk there wasnt any cowhead so I drank the skimmed milk ma drinks.....so now I am pretty tire..then a little annoyed beacuse next next week would be the exam .....hahaha.....then uhm my mom is going to take the D-link airPlus for the interent off my laptop...so I wont be able to go on the internet she started doing this becoz I was starting to be you knw staying in my room and intead of going out with the family...and the whole "youre not smilin anymore" thing..so its ok though so I wont be tempted to use it when instead I have to study I just hope that I have appetite tom.......and the next...then the ff day...then the after the ff day......bcoz I really have to study...haha..............especially in AP!!!!!wahhh in the MQLT i had low result freakin annoying......waaaaaahhhh......so anyway I wold be able to blog in tom hah."blog in" keewlllll haha new word.....(pauso ko) psssshhh so anyway kinda tired waaahhhhhhhhhh ive got no book to read!!!!!!!waahhhh im dying here!!!!!!BOOK BOOK!Need to read smething!!!!!!

that was fun...

2004-12-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

today i was at ATC with my friends we watched national treasure....its cool...i thought it would be corny but it wasnt hah...well anyway after that we ate at manhan then uhm we went to timezone haha, there i played alot and then after that we went to paengs played some billiards hahah, funny kasi mga friends ko kinikilig dahil may gwapo........so anyway im too tired to share everything hehe....yun lng............

today........not here..........

2004-12-04T08:32:00.000+08:00

hahah today I'll be leaving the house to celebrate my bday....hehe......I know I know parng ang layo no??nah uhm bday ko dec.10 (friday) pwede nmn ako mag celebrate sa 11 kaso my close friend kasi wont be able to attend if it was uhm 11 shes leaving for states......kaya yun...hahha.....we're going to watch SEED OF CHUCKIE!!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeepeeeeeeeee!!!!!!haha I just love horror movies.....haha......my bestfriend wont be able to come though....he said hes not sure if hes going to be allowed to come...hmmmm im thinking maybe hes just scared to watch the movie....hahaha kasi he hates horror daw eh..hahaha....ok na yun kaysa sa maheartattack pa yun!!haha........anyway hanggng d2 nalng po muna!!!!!

wala nanamng pasok!!!!!yeepee!!!!

2004-12-03T09:16:00.000+08:00

hmm ddnt tell you about yesterday bacause when I got home the internet wasnt working since I have a cordless thing the monitor which is in my mother's room was off because we only had the generator on so only some of the saksakn was working and only some of the lights were working...maybe because it wouldnt support the whole building if we were allowed to use everything....so we went to glorieta landmark and sm haha dami noh???then after that we went to market market which was really close to our place and then when I got out of the car my skirt flew up then I skrieked a little bit and then looked around if evryone saw my undies but no one seemed to look at smilin so I continued walking with my left hand at the back and my right at the front because the wind was so damn strong....then so we were inside I thought we were safe from the wind and stuff......then we went to where the bazaar were and then the first 15 minutes it was actually ok...then after that the lights kept going on and of on and off and people too were going aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh and yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh and yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy they sounded pretty silly....oh well I slept at about 10 i think woke up at nine hehehe...thats all muna.....

the life...thx to the bagyo!!!

2004-12-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

haaha today classes were suspended....haha buti nlng tintamad kasi me eh!!!hmm my mom ddnt alllow me na to go to subic she said she feels like something bad is going to happen well anyway I believed her and ddnt argue and just said OPO so anyway I am not totally baliw over Max Thieriot!!!!!!!ang gwapo!!!!!waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ito pah!!!

wahhhh ang gwapo ito pah!!!!!!

hmmm

2004-11-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

evryone seems to be happy except for me..evn though my life isnt that good......I'll keep smiling..and pretend everything is cool...as my mom said which hit me "you never smile anymore" that really went into my mind and stayed there instead of coming out of my other ear..and then she attacked more saying "you used to smile alot" which was actually true...it was very hard to see me sad and I ddnt even realize that ive stopeed smiling and being more strssed and thought about stuff too much........tomorrow would be another day to start over....
ill try to think more positive...and be 50 time more friendly....lets see waht would happen.....
YUM YUM Icedtea thx for being there when I need you!!!!hahaha

hmmmm believe or not!!!

2004-11-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

hahah......would you believe me if I told you I have a twin sister???

hmmm mahirap ba magisip??too shocking??well guess hahah!!!

lyyyyyyyyyyyyyfffffffffffff............................hooooooommeeeeeee!!!!!!!

2004-11-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

yeeeeeehhheeeeeeeyyy i am finally home!!!!!!!

book lover.........

2004-11-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

yah forgot to tell you I am now reading a new book!Hihih The 6th book of the princess diaries........
heres the list of book that Ive read written by meg cabot!

princess diaries
princess diaries........take two
princess diaries........third time lucky
princess diaries........mia goes fourth
princess diaries........give me five
princess diaries........sixational
vistoria and the rogue
nicola and the viscount
boy meets girl
all american girl
teen idol

Other books Ive read that were written by other wrter

shacked up
spanish holiday
A CHILD CALLED IT
THE BOYFREIND
nancy drew...........fatal attraction
nancy drew...........for love or for money
nancy drew...........sweet revenge
nancy drew...........flirting with danger
nancy drew...........illusions of evil
nancy drew...........into thin air
nancy drew...........cold as ice
Teen miracle
sophie's world
harry potter 1-3 cant be bothered to read more...not in my list of interest bgut cool sotry though i just like to watch the movie

wahh cna t reamber na the other books but Ive ill tell you once I get to see the books on my shelf....................

still here~!

2004-11-27T18:10:00.000+08:00

im still here at coral beach I totally miss my laptop plus my room....and by the way luck is hating me so much...my aunt brought the wrong charger she brought the one that wasnt working instead of the one thats working so...now....mu phone is turned of...savin some bat for tom...hahah....well anyway slept lng the whole afternoon today...and got my nails done...(my mom forced me to) waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....and only had konteng fud for breakie and none for lunch...and chicken sandwch for snack...and now its almost dinner they have a buffet Im not sure if IM GETTIN DAT COZ iM NOT EATING ALOT...THESE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i actually dont know why....but im gettin skinny as ever!well anyway as usual nothing interesting lately...but.....the today was fine................see yah!(i hate it no amiley central in this computer)

been a while/////

2004-11-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaah.........alam niyo ba kung abkait ang tgal ko nang hindi nakablog???well kasi nawala ang cable namin for like 2 days which made me really crazy and tapus dsl p kami nakaconnect kasi yun sa may cable...nung bumalik na nag cable....kala ko ok na ang internet kaso wala maano yung network.ngayn ako???san nakakapaginrnet??well kasi ngyn nand2 me sa may Coral beach sa matanbungkay....medyo malapit sa batangas.......uhm.yun lng ala nmn masyadong nangyari na kailangn tlgang sabhin sa inyo......pero ang hirap kasi magtype sa keyboard na to hindi ako sanay kasi sanay me laptop ko....wahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........namimiss ko na laptop ko!ey niway got a new phone na hihi.....T630...ok lng kainis kanina nahulog may scratch tuloy!waaaaaaahh!!!!!kainis tlga~!

this day was actualy ........okay

2004-11-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

I actually found this day very interesting the lessons were okay and I enjoyed some.....aztig...hihi....but theres this guy I hate so much....not really....kasi d ako pinpnsin kahit ala nmn akong gingawa sa 22o lng d ko alm ang reason....and you know its really bugging me...I really hate the feeling..and you knw I dont want it to be the reaon for me ti cry everyday....I know he likes someone else I dont care really im not jealous or anything coz I dont lyk him at all its just that you know its annoying me how he doesnt reply to my IMs when we used to chat so very long ad talk just about anything....I just hate it hay naku.......but I wish I would stop thinking about it.....promise san a tumigil na koh kasi naiinis lng akoh....kainis tlga as in!!!!!waaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kainis nmn xa........really dont know what the reason is FUCK!!!!!i hate him!!!!!!!!!!!

people all around me....

2004-11-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

why is it that Im the only one who is unhappy?I do get happy kaos nawawala ng isang pitik...my bestfriend now havin a very happy love lyf......and other people around me.....and my friend who just broke up with his Gf sayin it was because of me Im not sure if he was serious because I ddnt do anything why would it be my fault./now hes not talkin to me....if I log on hes logs off.....ang hirap lng kasi na may galit sau.....tapus ala k nmng gingawa...and kanina,,basta.....nakakainis....niway Im a bit tired so I'll be just messin around the internet until I doze of......nyt y'all!!!!!!

today

2004-11-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

hihi nothing interesting pa to say!!!!but Im so freakn happy....I finally got over the guy I liked who ddnt like me!!!!yeeeeepeeeee!!!so happy I hope this lasts man!!!!!anyway!!!woke up today with a freakn heavy head felt like my neck couldnt supprt it...hahah then drank iced which mad me feel better!!!!tell you more!!!

freakin dizzy man!!!!!!

2004-11-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

hahah

just went to the party it was fuckin awesome except wen i WAS DER there was only one 4th year wen I left dami na ng pmta pero ung nandn ako ang daming tao haha puro tga skewl sowwe kung malii spellin ahihilo n k,,,,,,,,haha.,,,well niway I had 5 .....so nothing to say more because i AM so feakn tired byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!hahahah.....write sun abt the fuckn MQLT!!!!!!!!!!!wwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!][bangg haha!!!!!byeeee

wahahaha!!!!!!!!

hmm

2004-11-18T20:30:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh nakakinis!somethin went wrong when I was about to publish my post!!!now I have to type it all over again...ni way right now I am studyn memorizen about biology thing....and Im attending the party tom..hehehe because naiccp ko dami kakilala ko pupunta so punta me....kaya pinlit k mom ko....hhihihi.....

uhmm life really does suck!!!

2004-11-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm life really does suck...i hate it.....we have tests until tomorrw!!!!and I want to go to this party but I wasnt allowed because my parents are out of town and the car and driver is with them so no one would be able to pick me up...but I thought I could like sleep over but I didnt bother to argue with my mom....I was too tired and bummed up yesterday to start a conversation.....so now Im on the internet to search a project due tomorrw fuck!!!!!KULANG SA TIME!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

life sucks!!!!!

2004-11-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm nothing much happened today it sucked some things that happend today I really ddnt like..fuck!!!anyway...would I be able to spend one day without even being sad??it seems like Ive been born to be unhappy and be sad all the time....I just hate it......I get happy just for a short time and get freakin sad for a very long time....how does this happen though it sucks...maybe Im better off alone than communicating with someone....or something..... its like everyone and everything in this world is not meant to be for me..the things I recieve I mean...its like I get something theres always a problem....I hope one day I will recieve somthing that will never fade away and stay with me forever and will cause no problem or do me good and you know make me happy... .I hate life!! why does it make me happy when aftrwards it makes me sad......bugger!!!!I hate life!!!I hate it!!!!!!

the first daughter

2004-11-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

I just got home from watching The first daughter with my mom......we went to market market to watch it...its was my second time to be there because I was scared to go back because the first time I went there...there were alot of scary boys pointin at me...hymmm......but then now they have new rules and regulations...so everyone there is dressed properly.....although it was still packed and overpopulated!!!!!!HAHAHA!!!!! there were too many peple when wew got there I was actually imagining the cinemas to be really full of people havin very long cues and stuff...but when we got to the very top floor where the cinemas were...there were only few people there and no line!!!!then we bought the tickets and ma was lookin for her cell and found out that she had left it at home...I also forgot to bring mine....then we had to look for payphones...i was so happy to see alot of phone booth sines but I was dissappointed to find out they had not put phine there yet...so it happened again and again (looking for phone but there wasnt any) then we went to the costmer service we asked where we could have the nearest phone....the lady pointed to our right saying we could find one there....we found the phone I was happy a bit...there were two....we cheked the one that wasnt used but...it wasnt working...so we waited patiently for the other phone used by two ladies who have been laughin and ddnt care to think we were waiting so...then they finished using it...we called home....but it ddnt work then somethin flashed on the screen sayin "error 619" it was bloody annoying...so we went back to the costmer service and asked if we can use there phone instead for the public phone wasnt working....they let us use their phone...then we went to yellow cab to have a little snack...then went back to the very top floor again to watch the movie....ma decided to buy chocolates for she said she felt sick and needede somethin sweet....so we bought a choc...and altoids mint and I bought icedtea...we cued up int he line....but alot of people were cuttin in I guess because of this my mo got impatient and told the other lady "excuse me but we're in the line...so therefore we have the right to be served first...stop bugging her because shes doing her job....kaya natatagaln kasi sinisingit mo yan eh....iniisist mo..." I couldnt balme my mom even though at that mommnt I felt embrrast but not quite I was also happy thinking "yeah ma!!Go!!!" I actually thought she was cool hahah........then we went in to watch the movies and enjoyed it...I was cryin in some parts but tryin not to because I was shy to cry in fornt of my mom hahah....but anyway....besides the stuff that were so annoying that happend today...I really enjoyed my afternoon........hahaha

today............

2004-11-14T10:20:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm nothin much has happened yet for I have just woken up....and things....so far...suck.....dont wan tto tell you about it...anyway.....it just sucks.....still very tired but cant go back to sleep.....hungry but too tired to cook my self somethin......want to watch tv but nothing on to watch........just freakin boring.....and on tuesday classes will resume....we werent alowed to go up to our classrums yesterday ddnt have the chance to get my books and study!so how the hell am I goin to freakn review for our MQLT!?!?! hmm its the schools fault they shouldnt schedule MQLTs when the intrams are just finishd our minds would still be concentrated on stuff we did the whole 4 days of intrams......for cryin out loud people!!!the school is changing the schedule!!!palg ceremony would be done at 7:20 instead of 7:30.........I hate to burst there bubble but alot of students are already late at 7:30 how much more do you think would be late at 7:20.......and also they said that there will be no longer homeroom in the mornin just in the afternoon.....wahhhhh!!!!!!no time to do late assgnments!!!!hihi!niway!!!!!if that was the schedule it sucks!!!!!!if I were to make the schedule it would be like this for our yeAR!!!!

7:30-7:31 flag ceremony

7:31-8:30 do anything

8:30-10:30 classes

10:30-11:00 break

11:00-12:20 classes

12:20-1:00 lunch

1:00-3:30 classes

3:30-4:00 do anything

4:00 dismissal!!!!!!

see??its perfect!!!!!well evryone should agree witht his schedule if they see it haha!!!!!!!!hmmmm......would we be able to learn anything though??hahahahaha

nothin much...but call it a day!!!!!!

2004-11-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

tthe only basketball game I really watched was when it was prse against charity...too bad perse ddnt win though, they were all so good!!!!!anyway.......................i was bored so I went down to where the voleybll players are...it was 3rd yr against 4th year (this happened b4 the basketball game) went down there to watch an then Iyves the scorer left...it was only DR left there she was scoring for teh 3rd yr...then she told me score....finally I did somethin today....hahaha.........then palyed chess games and checker games with my friends.......and reacieved alot of teases from other people....dont know why..the guy im with is my bestfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!why do they tease me though!!!!???

Just hit me!!!

2004-11-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

waaaahhhhhhh today was very tiring sobrah!!!!!!!wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

I hate it Piety boys played against Honesty boys we lost nakakainis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!grabe!!!!and then Y2 Girls played against Y1 girls talo!!!! nakakainis!!!!sana pumasok nalng me!!!!!!then Humility boys played with Obedience boys!!!!nanalo nmn!!!!and then 2nd year boys played against the fourth year boys in volleyball.......still the fourth year won!!!!!wuuuuu and then I was watching the wisdom play grabe my bestfriend pla is very good in basketball...hmm kaso ung friend nya medyo uminit ung ulo kasi hindi nakpasok...nakapasok xa twice pero each cguro yun mga 10 minutes lng.....hmm thats what happened to me last year!!!nakakainis kasi cla dave eh ayw akong papasukn!!!!nu kaya yun!!sablay kainis!!!!!!!..................well yun na yun heheh!!!!Malapit.......na bday ko!bday na nga ni Nygel bukas!!!!!!